Garden Season Canceled

I had hoped my recovery would follow a standard 6 weeks of non-weight bearing, some limited walking in a boot for a month after that, and almost normal function at least by late May. 

If I had that recovery schedule, with lots of help watering things, I could still plant all my new stuff before June and tend it through summer.

It's not going to happen. Everything I had meticulously planned and researched all winter is simply not going to occur. I have canceled the High Country Gardens and Bluestone orders. 

I need surgery for the break and that means 8 weeks on the couch, no mobility, from the date of surgery -- hopefully scheduled by mid April. So 8 weeks means mid June before I'd have a walking cast for only very limited weight bearing. Then a gradual bit more weight bearing for the next 10 weeks, all through late summer.

I know I can get help from Andrea in the garden and Jim will help water and I could even hire garden labor. I could make my plans work somehow. But I'd really gone all out this year with new designs and spent over $900 at Bluestone and High Country Gardens on mail orders for 50 individual nursery plants needing care and installation. 

The HCG order, which was 2/3 of the plants, was scheduled to arrive as early as next week.

I've never ordered that much at once for planting. This was an overenthusiastic revamp of my spaces.

The fuss and space to keep 50 nursery pots going til planting, the watering, the eventual placement and tending in the garden is too much. Too much to hire even, with all the detailed little things I was planning to move and install to make my gardens just so.

And the joy of the project would be utterly diminished if I hire it out. It's a relief not to even have to think about it now. Talk about "letting go".

It's a total scratch. I actually feel so much better about the cancellations -- I'll get refunds, and I can take the worry about how to manage it out of play while I figure out how to tend what I have already, which is no small need in itself.

Even the Gambel oaks and things I was trying to grow in the field are going to have to fend for themselves -- my vision there wasn't taking hold anyway.

And you know what? My plans were too much. 50 new plants! Total redesign! What was I thinking? 

I don't want a busy labor intensive garden, I just want a fuller more cohesive one. Let the stuff grow on that I already have, and I'll start my vision all over in 2027.

Which will probably change in a year anyway.